(Verse 1)
Strung out like Mandolins
Fuck I manage to bandage em
Problematic scratches
Rapping rhyme schemes spastically
I'm actually an athlete,
If your passing me the gaseous hash leaf
I'lll race to face, nobody passing​ me,
If you asking​ me
I'm dying to lie 'bout six deep
I find me grimmey and scummy
From my churning tummy
To my epiderm that covers me
Suicidal company's​
Running me stumbling,
My troubling jungle of thoughts
are doubling up

(Hook)
As I wish for this affliction
To be more of a fiction
Isolated self malignancy
Willingly killing me,
Addicted to hesitation
With a fixation on tomorrow
I break my laurels of morals,
I smoke, I pour up.


(Verse 2)
Naps'll be the death of me
Chard bonfires, awe inspired
Calm cyphers, all nighters
Especially
My time's spent selfishly
Are helping me
Time spent selfishly
Is helping me
Evaded the sun today
I hate it, I wanna stay
Alienated away from the
Fake faces I'm complacent for
"Please say more,"
What I wait for when my words
Work they way awkwardly outwards
Worthless worries ware me out

(Hook)
As wish for this affliction,
To be more of a fiction
Isolated self malignancy,
I'm willingly killing me,
Addicted to hesitation
With a fixation on tomorrow
I break my laurels of morals,
I smoke, I pour up.

As I wish for this affliction,
To be more of a fiction
Isolated self malignancy,
Willingly killing me,
Addicted to hesitation
With a fixation on tomorrow
I break my laurels of morals,
I smoke, I smoke


(Verse 3)
Fuck a diagnosis
I'll die smoking potent roaches
Hoping canibinoids' hypnosis
Nips this sick focus
Fuck a doctor's notice
Imma dock a blunt. To quote shit
POTUS Trump, "Nobody
Builds walls better than me"
Fuck immodest lips
Off a sip, liqu's cotton wicks
Logic and lodges bricks
To sit with me, the enemy
These serenity seeking tendencies
Rope me into lonesomeness
Hoping canibinoids' hypnosis nips
This sick focus quick

(Hook)
I wish for this affliction
To be more of a fiction
Isolated self malignancy
Willingly killing me,
Addicted to hesitation
With a fixation on tomorrow
I break my laurels of morals
I smoke, I p-

(Refrain)
Steadily medicated
Profusely with excuses
Loose-leaf heavily weighted
With proof Imma nuisance
Steadily medicated
Profusely with excuses
Loose-leaf heavily weighted
With proof Imma

(Bridge)
A mess intoxicated, just drowned
He was sedated when found
By the sound of escape
The sounds of tremble and bass
Bless the day he started
As an artist who's target's to
Brake his self hate
Can't wait, can't keep

(Hook)
Wishing for this affliction
To be more of a fiction
Isolated self malignancy
Willingly killing me,
Addicted to hesitation
With a fixation on tomorrow
I break my laurels of morals,
I smoke, I pour up